aku mau nulis, tapi tunggu sebentar, ya..

ibuku lapar. dia belum makan. sama, sih, aku juga. jadi aku tunda dulu nulisnya, ya…aku mau bikin telor dadar dulu buat aku dan ibuku. tadi ibuku udah beli telor sama indomie pas aku nonton anak-anak maen futsal. sekarang giliranku masak buat ibu. yah..harus aku akui: walaupun aku suka masak, “memasak” is definitely not my talent. [...]

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i threw my cards on a table full of bowls

i wished i have another ideas. but i didn’t have any. i was merely being impulsive and emotional. as usual. so yeah, i threw my cards on a table last night with an immense hope that my second mind would tell me about other thing rather than the existence of a human being who’s administratively [...]

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i’m ready for love

hi chris
i’m ready for love, you said.
well, chris
so am i.
*i’m ready for love – a song by Chris Murray, a one-man ska band. his works inspired me much lately. along with the miceteeth, tim armstrong, tsuyoshi kawakami and his moodmakers, the transmeters, jason mraz, walk off the earth, the slackers, hepcat, bedouin soundclash, go [...]

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ijin itu turun juga

sego liwet terhidang di meja
masa iya kaul gak makan nasi tetep dipertahankan
jarangjarang berasa kayak di solo
makanan ini gak boleh enggak dimakan
dulu kata ibu cowok bertato gak masuk daftar
jadi yang bait Allah nya dirajah harus keluar
tapi kemarin aku bertanya,
“Bu…kalo aku suka cowok tatoan gimana?”
kata ibu bilang,
“Gak papa. asal baik hatinya”
wuih. ibu dapet wangsit apa?
ini kemajuan!!
si dia [...]

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a meeting that changed so many things

well…finally…meet her again. she’s still as stunning as she was before and we’re still as lost as we were before. wahahaha… it’s really nice to see her this afternoon. it’s like the last time we did was a year ago, when everybody’s preparing themselves for good friday, we instead had a long deep conversation over [...]

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